life is so majorly unfair.

so i'm bored out of my wits and i'm bleeding my life away. i hate the world and i'm convinced the world hates me. I hate feeling this insecure it's ridiculous. I WANT TO BE A BOY so that I wouldnt have these hormones and I want to be a gay boy so that I can still wear pretty things. RAH. 

it's so unfair that i got boring roommates. they're nice and all and have brought me out abit but they're boring and I fucking want to go OUT! like proper drink smoke get high going out. ARGH why'd i have to have boring roommates. it's not fair. and I know the thai girl has fun roommates RAH. life is so majorly unfair. and I HATE BLEEDING. have i mentioned i wanna be a gay boy? RAH.

yes whiny post. suck it up. RAH

 i miss being at home:(
I mean i've made friends with my roommates here and most people are nice and stuff but like they've all got their own lives too and i'm just blah. i cant believe it's saturday and i've got no plans. I mean i think i'm invited to one of their friend's birthday party but like i'm not really sure? and i feel weird asking if i still am invited cause it seems so in your face to me and so i'm in limbo. rah i hate limbo.

I MISS MY FRIENDS! it's not just that i've no plans for saturday, i mean i dont mind having no plans but like i want to have my own life man and not have to depend on ppl you know? arrrrgh i just want my own friends

and I MISS MY FAMILY! cause i just skyped with them while they celebrated my grandma's birthday and i miss the big family gatherings i mean we do it almost every week man. and just well RAH.

EDIT - and just as i typed this sob entry and posted it up, ashwin started talking to me and now so is nat and I MISS PPL but they've made me feel better just by being them(: ashwin is now a cougar's boytoy hahaha LOVE YOU ASH! if you ever read this. you have disappeared off skype but oh wells. and naaaaaat i love you!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to see you in NY! even though john mayer's not working out i'm thinking i might still come down anyway?

hello world!

if you're interested in my US trip, go to christineintheusa.blogspot.com i'll be updating this throughout the time i'm in the US(:

Hi again!

Sorry I'm kinda spamming the board a little.
I realize that I would also appreciate if people in CWRU or who have been to CWRU could recommend which hostel to apply for please.

Thank you!

i've been up since 330am (thanks! nat and robin!)
and all i can say is that 
OMG I WANT A CTRL+F FUNCTION FOR BOOKS.

I am struggling like mad to churn out a ts/lit essay and honestly, omg i really need to start reading again. 
I no longer have the ability to write essays. something that i've taken pride in being able to do rather easily, especially lit ones.
but now, it's just omg. 

resolution: after my exams, read a book a day or every 2 days.

omg i want to go out.

omgomgOmgOmg ok so i'm supposed to be doing work
but i got watching the mentalist instead which i now pretty much love cause it's so improbable
but my mom came home and she asked me what i was doing so you know, i lied heh(: and said i was watching a show for a module i have and so i decided to make that lie into a half truth and go on youtube and actually search out films that i'm supposed to watch. WHAT HAPPENED INSTEAD WAS THIS FANTASTIC SURPRISE

ok so i'm not much of a youtube-r and this was the first time i clicked on those featured videos thingamajig and

OMG I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS!!!!!!!
THEY ARE AWESOME
and
SO CUTE
and
AWESOME!
plus their name is just beyond FUN! to say!

please go youtube POMPLAMOOSEMUSIC!
i would totally put like every video i've watched so far up here cept i dont even know how to put one up but yeah
so far i've listened to single ladies, la vie en rose(LOVELOVELOVE), favourite things and hail mary
it's SO CUTE!
omg i am happy(:

ok back to the mentalist(:
which i think i'm only loving cause the guy's semi weird and quirky like the guy in LIFE (which they scrapped and i am SAD about that but oh well) and like well HOUSE! (which i have stopped liking) and BONES!(whom i still love) oh and PSYCH (the show i always somehow or other come back to just cause it's funny)

and after mentalist i SWEAR i'll do work

hello EN3242 and TS2239 and oh right TS3235 too.
and i have to go shop for ship's present tomorrow. like ALONE. sigh
oh well my own fault. ladeedum
BUDDY IF YOU READ THIS TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!
and SIIIIIIIGH NRSCC or MSRCC or whatever the place is is FAR AWAY!

annnnd that's about it(:

OH AND DEE HOW'RE YOU GOING??? you didnt reply my sms!!!
CHARIS is ship really picking you up from sim?

hmmmm i wonder if y'all will even read this in time. hmmm i shld msg y''all
ah mentalist first, everything else later(:

I have NEVER ever wanted a pair of nike shoes.
but OMG I WANT THESE!!!

Edward Scissorhands by YoaKustoms

omg i am in love.

in other news, i LOVELOVELOVE stephi and nat even though they're mean and conspire against me(:

ok complainy post
omg i only just finished my essay on religion. a mere 1500-2000 word essay took me like eons and eons apart from prior research, i literally spent like 10pm-4am just writing and then i got so stuck i stopped and slept till like 7 and snoozed my alarm for like ever before waking up and doing the damn thing again and i'm not even sure what it is i've handed up. i cant believe i was stumped by religion. it's like so easy to talk about but so damn difficult to write a proper paper on cause there's like crap evidence and one has to read SOfuckingmuch omg. i'm damn tired and i need to read plays. omgkillmenow I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. tired. tired tired tired
i want friday to end now so i can just meet nat and stephi tonight AHHHHH
and so i can go out on sat
and i so wanna be able to go out on sun but i cantttt raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i wanna club:(
i want recess week to be a proper break but it wont be:(
hello godot i know you're waiting for me
hello 3235 i'll deal with you too.
sheesh school work sucks.

ok i will stop procrastinating
i mean look where that got me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i hope the meeting gets cancelled but i doubt it SIIGHHHH

http://www.humanclock.com/
cute site

omg parents and technology DO NOT WORK.

what happened ...

my dad has an iphone and since he has the unlimited data plan, i used his phone to check my email while we were out.
me being me then just you know pressed the home button without logging out of gmail after i was done
next thing i know, a few hrs later my dad is exploring his iphone functions and while on safari, saw that it was my gmail and so he tried to get rid of the page, not knowing how, he then proceeded to start DELETING ALL MY MAIL (LIKE WTF??) cause he didnt want to have all my info there. SHEESH. so i had to zoom to my com and undelete all that he deleted. my dad is like fantastic.

sheesh.

so i commented on pee's blog with this

we will get high on US air, candy, alcohol, hot(hopefully) guys, yucky motels, crazy ass speeds on the highways, getting lost together, DISNEYLAND,fried chicken and corn bread(please read this part with a fake down south accent), SHOPPING!!! (nat you'll totally have to fall in love with shopping while there!), etc etc etc.

and she posted bout how i'd said that
and seeing it again just suddenly made me go OMG I WANNA BE IN THE STATES LIKE NOW!

so.
CWRU hurry on up and reply me with a yes.

I have to read three sisters by anton chekov
I started it already
but
IT'S SO BORING!!! omg i want to die.
so i've been doing EVERYTHING to avoid it.
watched leverage! yay! omg is it me or is eliot like getting hotter?
and then i site hopped
and then i like walked arnd my room
checked my email
i need to reply the ps1101e tutor cause i was so brilliant and FORGOT that i had tutorial. sheesh.
i have to watch a 1920s film and do a writeup on it and then do my part in the report on this guy called Ernst Lubitsch. sad name ah? i'll bet you that in s'pore he'd have been called you bitch.
i have to read the damn readings
i have to do alot of things
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

on a way more awesome note,
WE CELEBRATED NAT'S BIRTHDAY!
and all went well! yay! our surprise totally worked out!!!

ok so yar
I still have to read three sisters

oh oh oh!!!
and i know that the fact that my dad has to keep flying all over is shitty BUT it means like (at least) monthly duty free for me! and yeah i got stuff! hahahah yay(:

ok three sisters
i will now come and tackle you
*pervy nod

ok i am like so going off now
mmmhmmm i am
ok gone.

NAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!
omg i think i've said/written/iced happy birthday at least 10 times man
i ish a lubs choo beyonds belief

sometimes i wish i was a kooky old man.
like him

oh and this pic is taken off the sartorialist website

doors open at 6
some dj from butter plays at 7
gaga is supposed to come on at 8
so what time should we go???
goodness knows.

anyhoo first day of school
can i just say that i made it to the lecture theatre at EXACTLY 2:00PM on my phone but the stupid LT's clock showed 2:03PM prft.
but whatev i'm just super happy i wasnt beyond late and that ifinally took the damn public bus 165 then 95. not to knock our transport system but daaaayum having to wait for 2 buses just aint my cup of tea. especially coupled with my kind of luck. which for today was actually pretty darn good so all's well!

vannie i hope you werent too late! hahahahaha
though if you're lecture was anything like mine than i hope that you were at least half an hour late!
i mean sheesh man the guy managed to babble on about admin stuff for an hour! a whole freaking hour man! there aint enough admin to fill that time and he repeated himself so many times i wanted to stab him!

on a good note, i finally met kish!!!!!! and kish with anna! so it's like good old times
I SUPER MISS PGP CAN! omgomgomg i miss pgp so much it aint funny! argh.

oh and i met gloryglory quite contrary too! yayness
and RAH her okto show is only coming out in january!!! when (if all goes well) i'll be in the states! darnnn so wanted to catch her on okto hahaha

hope my cousin gets well enough by tomorrow to go for ladygaga!
the silly woman went to bali and got so sunburnt she got a fever. MORON. hahahah
if she aint well then does anyone know of anyone who wants to go watch ladygaga?

HELLO HELLO

here's my hols condensed so that i can come back to it and read it and be reminded of what went on (somewhat)

Singapore Street Festival Emcee
Short and Sweet Singapore 09
ermm and all the meetups hahahaha
vannie's birthday!
spn sleepover (btw nat i watched spn with my 2 sisters and my dad joined in hahahaha)

erm
ok i'm done
yeah i suck at posting
but i just needed something to do cause damnit school's starting and just ARGH

cant wait to watch gaga on wed even though i'm not digging her anymore cause she literally has gone gaga i mean goodness she really is insane now no? the kermit the frog outfit? like EEEEWWW the attitude? sheesh and of course her claiming that she's a hermaphrodite? goodness, speechless man.

daaamn it's been 12 weeks since i last posted here. OOPS hahaha

anyway, I'M FREE!!!!

and i'm RESTLESS

i should technically go to sleep cause i amafter all sleepy but im just waaaaay to restless to do so. ARGH. RESTLESS.
i moved back from pgp today but ALL my stuff's in the living room. argh i need to purge my room and reorganise everything so that my stuff from pgp can fit into here without squeezing me out.

This week is moving week man like majorly so. today i moved back from pgp, tomorrow i'll be going back to pgp to help kish and nana as well if she needs me to and then on wed i'm gonna help my grandparents paint the new place and move too. MOOOOVING week y'all.

priority no 2, DRIVING sheesh.

on another note, i wanna go out and get high!!!!!! so date me out! though i doubt that anyone actually reads my lj anymore given how i've completely fallen off the face of the earth(:

ok i'm gonna get off my ass now and try to convince my dad to send me to pgp tomorrow morn.

bye loves!
all you people who still read this(:

hey all
i realise that it's been a month since i've written and honestly i wouldnt have come to blog had it not been for this www.youtube.com/user/CourageCampaign .

I hope that on this Valentine's Day eve y'all will take the time out to open your minds and spread the word.

Love,
christine


p.s. will be in shanghai from the 21st to 27th of feb.

so see i'm here again! totally on the way to fulfilling at least one of my resolutions[the totally redundant one]
so i semi cleared my room today and i'm super super super proud of that fact cause yes though my room always seems to have a semblance of tidiness, underneath it all is a black hole's worth of junk junk and more junk. so purging commenced. and it paused with me giving my study table to my baby sis and now i have a space in my room that's just odd. ahahaha.
what brought this on then? well, i'm moving back to pgp on sunday I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE GIRLS! but i sooooo do not want school to start. RAH.
anyway i'm gonna be insane and go check in clean my room at 8am[cause i'm a spoilt brat who needs the help of her maid. yes i am that bad BUT hey i totally do stuff too k plus you cant expect me to do it all by myself i had ade and godma the last time! my immediate family members are even more hopeless that me i mean the last time my mom dropped of the cleaning agents with zilch rags and such to clean with. so yes 8am. I WILL WAKE UP] i still have more stuff to pack up though so SIGH procrastination is bad for one's health. i've gotta meet ellie thanes nit and ash tomorrow at 11. wth have i gotten myself into? 11am eh! and then it's on to kenneth's! for guitar hero and pizza! so cannot wait(: unfortunately i might just have to leave like SUPER early cause i have to go for sat evening mass[sob]  then it's back home to pack again and get ready for pgp the next day.

I WATCHED IP MAN TODAY! yes this is actually the main point of this post. OMG it's fantastic! i miss watching these gongfu type shows!!! my dad loves them so i basically grew up with jet li, jackie chan, sammo hung etc movies. bruce lee is a tad too old for me so havent actually watched his shows. but hello ip man is totally worth the cash man GO CATCH IT NOW!!!! the fight scenes were AWESOME! the stupid jackie chan and jet li collaboration is NOTHING compared to this. NOTHING. ip man was really good. i mean the guy's acting was a tad weird but still his wife is really pretty! and the storyline is just such a classic and is made all the better by it being based on his real life. ah i do love the wellmade chinese gongfu movies!

so for now GOOD NIGHT all!